“I think it reeks of desperation, if they have to position themselves as so edgy and so controversial that they’ve been called out by us,” the Parents Television Council’s Melissa Henson, whose organization has criticized the show’s salacious storylines, told the Associated Press.

The CW’s marketing chief Rick Haskins claims the sensational ads are meant to be attention-grabbers. “This sort of campaign resonates with someone who likes Gossip Girl,” he told the AP of their effort to use of “well-written headlines that are provocative and would catch our viewers’ attention … and, in a tongue-in-cheek way, capture what the show is about.”

Somewhere in my blog I think I wrote about The Mid 20’s Crisis. It’s a phase where you’re at this stage of reflecting things you’ve done in the past and realizing that your youth is rapidly passing you by and you thought of taking things seriously for that career path… you want to do daring and risky things… you want your views to be hear. But the BIG question is, where to start???

Time flies so fast and here I am, 25 and single (taken but not married). Not yet rich, not yet successful, not yet emotionally matured. I was told that at 25 each person goes through a type of mid life crisis. All the people that I know who have confirmed it said that it's the type of thing where you think things like: "I wish I could have seen more and done more with my life""I'm young, but there is so much I wanted to do with my life by now and I still haven't done that" If you're 25 and above I'm sure you know what I mean. You see, I just turned 25 this May and of all the birthdays that I've had, this is the one that I have dreaded to come. Especially when you have a boyfriend constantly reminds you that I'm 25 which annoys me a lot thank u very much. Shit, I'm friggin 25 for godsake's and honestly, I don't wanna get old..at all! Seriously! If I can stop father time I'll do that without even batting an eyelash.

Suddenly, I find myself asking so many questions. You see, I'm the planner type. I plan way ahead and I make sure I fulfill my to do list. By now, I see myself achieving a lot, be rich and famous in my field, I should be a goddamn lawyer by now, I should have at least have my own house before I reach 30 and have kids. Is that possible or am I pushing too hard on myself? I packed my bags and moved out of my parent's house a few weeks after graduation determined to make it on my own, which I did. Come to think of it, where I am now is not so bad at all, I'm earning my own money, support myself, have my own apartment, pay my bills and practically living independently for almost 5 years now. But I'm still not happy.

Often times, I have sudden outbursts, bouts with depression and battle my own demons. I'm at a point now where I don't know what I'm gonna do next. I would love to go back to school to finally pursue law in my priorities but still work at the same time. With my working hours now, that would be kinda impossible as I work graveyard shifts. Usually I'm too tired to do anything but sleep. I no longer have a social life which sucks big time. My idea of a weekend is having movie and dinner dates with Eric which i make singit pa for his "barkada time". Now, I don't even get to do that anymore. Understandable nman coz Eric is busy reviewing for his board exams. Admittedly at times I do get pissed for simple reasons, (to Eric you know what i mean) Ang hirap ko pa man din magalit. People who know me can attest to that. I suddenly morph to Incredible Hulk when I get mad and breath fire like hell. Hay, I dunno what to do to resolve this. So many things are going in my mind now. Maybe I just need time to ponder, reasses myself and chill. What do you think?

There’s a quote there "To love and be loved is very simple. It’s much more simple than trying to make the one we love, love us in return or trying to love the one we don’t love). Touche.

Love Me or Hate Me. Does it hurt me that people think I'm a bad girl? Absolutely not. I'm tough, I'm ambitious and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a BITCH, that's sooooooo fine with me.